Fated Strife

Yup, ever get that feeling that you are just alone and unwanted?? I feel that way all the time :\ Me chris and alice hung out this evening, nothing too fun, went to walmart and I bought a shitload of oral hygene crap, blah need some new tooth paste and the like anyways..

I gots to go and have blood work and an ultrasound done on my gallbladder tomorrow morning @ 0930, how fun is that!!??

I am down in the dumps right now for some reason, I am tired and feel like crap.. no one is online to talk to, cant get on Kevin’s irc server to talk to him any so that sucks.. I guess I am good at scaring people away..

I need to get my printer setup under gentoo so I can print some stuff I need, natrually I won’t get to that tomorrow, I ought to write a note on my whiteboard but I miss everything I write on it til days later.. bleh

I guess this is enough of my crap for now.. :\

..yup.. what a boring weekend…

I went to the doctor Friday morning and now I have to have another endoscopy done on October 6th… how fun, AND on top of that I have to take my credit by exam for computer concepts that evening.. just shoot me! Bah

I went with matt to his uncle/cousin/relatives birthday party today… that was a ball.. blah Did meet one of his cousins though that goes to ETSU, this girl has the most beautiful red hair I have ever seen! (Looks good too) she is a cousin WAAAAY down the line (thank god)

Rented Ringu and Evangelion - Death & Rebirth tonight, watched some of Ringu and all of Eva. Eva was awesome as I haven’t seen any episodes in years, I forgot how much I missed it

Me, Chris and Alice went to see Cabin Fever last night, only reason I wanted to see it was cause it had Rider Strong in it (aka Shawn Hunter from Boy Meets World). It was decent, I heard they were supposed to make a 2nd movie cause this one didn’t explain much.. geesh

Some stupid ass stole some stuff from outside the house the other night, they have been out there the past two nights, I am waiting for them to show their ass tonight so I can shoot em for trespassing.. or at least beat the living shit out of them..

Enough from me I guess… bah

Doesn anybody read this thing anyway?? hmm :\

Gee today was uneventful, I have been feeling bad the past few days with the area where my hernea is hurting REALLY bad.. so I called my gi Wednesday night and left a message and they called and gave me an appointment for friday (today) at 8:20am O_o too early for me but I gotta go, naturally it isnt with my rich ass doctor but with one of the other ones there.. guess it doesn’t matter as long as I can feel better, any and I mean ANY pressure on my stomach or near the bottom of my sternum puts me in repugnant agony…

Anywhos, I’ve been working on KernelHackers to try to make the main part of the site look decent, seems I managed to do that, it doesn’t look to bad IMO, but that’s just me :p

I hung out with Matt this evening even though I felt like crap (When don’t I feel like that) and we went to the JC mall and Barnes and Noble.. I got some pants from American Eagle, wooptiedoo.. I am watching Shanghai Knights on ppv, I saw in at the movies but it was the only decent thing on right now. I gotta get some sleep in a minute.. its 1:45 and last time I noticed it was damn 12:30, I have no idea where the time went… and I sure as hell wasn’t having fun other than listening to my megadeth and edge of sanity cd tapes.

ZZZzzzz… time to sleep……..

Don’t feel much like talking..

Did you know that I am a super geek?

53.25444% - Super Geek

http://www.innergeek.us/geek.html

and that I know how to count to 31 on one hand.. :p

Well I woke up to the phone ringing, it was my aunt Wanda telling us that they were taking my uncle Bill to the hospital cause he was having chest pains, he had a heart attack back in 97. They took him to Indian Path where they gave him a clot buster then they were going to transfer him to Holston Valley and gave him another one. They got him to HV and were putting a stint in and he had another heart attack, they had to but a longer one in. He is going to have to have another one put in but not right now cause they dont want to make anything worse, I went with grandma and grandpa to the hospital to visit, grandpa has been fussing at grandma cause she is upset but she has had this happen to her before so she knows what it’s like. I just visited for a few minutes and didn’t want to stress him anymore than he has been with all the company.. They had him drugged up pretty bad. :\

I am gonna try to help Randall with Bill’s work some, Dicky offered too..

I guess aunt Mary be coming up from Murfreesboro tomorrow or Tuesday to help grandma out some and all..

thats it…