Posted by: Brad in General
Well been having mood swings as usual lately (more than usual actually). I’ve been downright depressed everyday by 3pm, I just get so tired and all and I don’t know why 
I was in a bad mood most of today and got hateful with some people that I didn’t mean to get hateful with, and for that I am sorry. =’(
My stomach is hurting, I missed my doctors appointment the otherday for it >=(
I gotta get it rescheduled, again.. It’s snowing some.. maybe county schools will be out.
I believe it’s bedtime for me now..
When I praise - FFH
Lookin’ for love and I lost my way
Another long night has turned to day
Nobody likes to feel this way
So I draw close to You
It’s what I’m supposed to do
Lookin’ for love and I close my eyes
I run to You with no diguise
You hold me close and say “it’s fine”
You take me in Your arms
And You soothe this heart of mine
And I throw my hands up in the air
Here’s my heart ’cause I don’t care -
What they say about me, I gotta praise
I throw my hands up in the air
‘Cause I know that You will find me there
Find me when I praise
Lookin’ for love and I hide my face
What about the scars and disgrace
But You meet me here in spite of my shame
Your blood covers it all
And You carry me away
My heart us on my sleeve and I am on my knees
And my hands are in the air oh yea
And it’s hard to believe that I’m on my knees
With my hands are in the air oh yea
And You come close beside me
And You say You’re here to guide me
I don’t ever have to be alone
And Your love has led me home
Lookin’ for love and I found my way
I ran to You and I heard You say
Everything’s gonna be OK
I don’t have to wait another day
Lookin’ for love and I lost my way
Another long night has turned to day
Nobody likes to feel this way
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Posted by: Brad in Computers
Well I built a new machine for me today at work. It’s an Athlon 2400, 256mb ram, 40gb drive, winxp pro, etc.. gonna use it as a gaming machine, plus if Steven spends the night we can play final fantasy xi online togeather =)
Nothing else much today, bored as usual, working on a new devotional for IWbF.. trying to decide on gluttony, anger or sloth.. grr so hard to choose..
ehh thats about it for now, off to bed I go..
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Posted by: Brad in General
Well waiting on Steven to call me back so I can go up there and we can go to the tournament today.. got up about 9 today and played some FFXI, it was fun, we got killed though.
I should be getting spam assassin installed soon on the server, maybe no more of those crap spam messages I get every 5 minutes.. bah!
Time to go and do some web work..
I keep trying to find a life
On my own, apart from You
I am the king of excuses
I’ve got one for every selfish thing I do
What’s going on inside of me?
I despise my own behavior
This only serves to confirm my suspicions
That I’m still a man in need of a Savior
(chorus)
I wanna be in the Light
As You are in the Light
I wanna shine like the stars in the heavens
Oh, Lord be my Light and be my salvation
Cause all I want is to be in the Light
All I want is to be in the Light
The disease of self runs through my blood
It’s a cancer fatal to my soul
Every attempt on my behalf has failed
To bring this sickness under control
Tell me, what’s going on inside of me?
I despise my own behavior
This only serves to confirm my suspicions
That I’m still a man in need of a Savior
(repeat chorus)
Honesty becomes me
[There's nothing left to lose]
The secrets that did run me
[In Your presence are defused]
Pride has no position
[And riches have no worth]
The fame that once did cover me
[Has been sentenced to this Earth]
Has been sentenced to this Earth
Tell me, what’s going on inside of me?
I despise my own behavior
This only serves to confirm my suspicions
That I’m still a man in need of a Savior
(repeat chorus 2x)
[There's no other place that I want to be]
[No other place that I can see]
[A place to be that's just right]
[Someday I'm gonna be in the Light]
[You are in the Light]
[That's where I need to be]
[That's right where I need to be]
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Posted by: Brad in General
Finally got back to working on my 7 Deadly Sins articles at IWBF. Steven came down to the office today, had to go get my shots so he went with me and we went to McDonalds and ate. Had a good time, played FFXI some when I got home and worked on greed some..
Changed the color around on here some too..
Work was dull, built some computers with Eric and had to go to Bradley Bros. and run cat5, since Eric’s back is bad I got to run it, had maybe, JUST MAYBE 2 inches of space in the ceiling to run it, plus there was ductwork all over the place, got it ran though, I was black as coal when we were done lol..
anywho tired, gonna read the Bible some, early day tomorrow so I am outta here
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Posted by: Brad in General
Nothing much lately, spent the weekend at Steven’s, had fun, watched Dragon Ball GT and played video games. He left his backpack at the purple rose and is in trouble for that Nothing new with me, sent my application into UT.. hopefully I’ll get accepted 
ah nothing else to say right now..
“On Christ the solid rock I stand”
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