Fated Strife

Well today was my 20th birthday.. as with the past 2 bdays something has to happen on someone has to argue or fight or something… Me and Steven went to the mall and hung out today, it was a blast, infact that was the best part of it.

My mom got me metroid fusion for gba, I have that already so she’s taking it back and also got me the passion soundtrack.
Grandma had to smart off and say something about my friends borrowing stuff and she brought Steven’s name into it, he hasnt done a damn thing.. I am so SICK of this crap. He is supposed to call me back sometime, he had to go and drive and walk some tonight. I can’t eat for the next 2 days (After midnight tonight) cause of the colonoscopy.. fun fun..

Gina and Denise both sent me ecards, they were very nice and sweet. I guess I am going to bed, I am tired and feel bad…

A -You can be very quiet when you have something on your mind.
B - You are always cautious when it comes to meeting new people.
C - You definitely have a party side in you, don’t be shy to show it.
D - You have trouble trusting people.
E - You are a very exciting person.
F - Everyone loves you.
G - You have excellent ways of viewing people.
H - You are not judgmental.
I - You are always smiling & making others smile.
J - Jealousy.
K - You like to try new things.
L - Love is something you deeply believe in.
M - Success comes easily to you.
N - You like to work, but you always want a break.
O - You are very open-minded.
P - You are very friendly and understanding.
Q - You are a hypocrite.
R - You are a social butterfly.
S - You are very broad-minded.
T - You have an attitude, a big one.
U - You feel like you have to equal up to people’s standards.
V - You have a very good physical and looks.
W -You like your privacy.
X - You never let people tell you what to do.
Y - You cause a lot of trouble.
Z - You’re always fighting with
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So that makes me:
B - You are always cautious when it comes to meeting new people
R - You are a social butterfly.
A -You can be very quiet when you have something on your mind
D - You have trouble trusting people.
L - Love is something you deeply believe in.
E - You are a very exciting person.
Y - You cause a lot of trouble.

Well I have had to drink milk o magnesia all week for this stupid colonoscopy, fun fun, spent the night at Stevens friday and saturday, I had a blast, this has been the best birthday time in a long time, past 2 birthdays consisted of fighting and other crap, this one is gonna go good I think hehe
I forgot to email Gina and let her know I was leaving, I feel bad now
I got FFXI for ps2 from gm for my bday, Steven’s getting me the Glorious Appearing when it comes out Tuesday, I cant wait to read that! Mother got me some stuff too, dont know what yet.

I need to go to the mall and get me some clothes, American Eagle’s clothes are getting hideous anymore, I still like the khakis and stuff but heck $40-50 for a pair of pants is horrible, I can go to jc penny and get some nice pants and stuff alot cheaper..

I am burning up, its broiling in here right now, I’m already ready for bed but am still hot, I believe I will have the AC on some tonight, can’t sleep when it’s hot..
Me and Steven played Halo, Mechassault and Legend of Lagia this weekend, LoL is pretty cool, not the best in graphics but it was for the ps1 and released in 97/98, but still it’s a RPG and rpgs kick booty
I guess that’s enough rambling for now… gonna post a song a few people in my opinion need to hear/read/understand.. reflects me quite well..

Here I go again - Casting Crowns

Father, hear my prayer
I need the perfect words
Words that he will hear
And know they’re straight from You
I don’t know what to say
I only know it hurts
To see my only friend slowly fade away

What Am I so afraid
What am I so afraid
What am I so afraid of?
How then will he know
What he has never heard

Well got up today, went to allergiest, bloodwork showed inflamation (duh) and some other things had a bit higer score than normal but that was just due to the inflamation.. got put on singulair and zyrtec again.. Went and worked some, then this evening went to Stevens and we went to the mall and I got my birthday gift (Final Fantasy XI for the ps2!! w00t!, it roxxors, now I dont have to sit at the desk to play it anymore haha) I also got him 2 used games (Chrono Cross and some other thing, they were cheap, ~$15 each, he wants to pay me back but those are my birthday gifts for him since I never really got him anything.. Went back to his house, played Halo again, got tired of that, me and him went to his room and hooked up the ps2 and ffxi and got that configured and played for a few mintues and then just sat around and talked, he doesn’t know how much he means to me, he’s my best friend, lucky he’s got me as a friend lol
I had to email Gina since I can’t get on and chat, this is being posted at 12 so I can have an entry for today and hopefully yesterday.. suxxor..
I am tired and have to go to the bathroom, stupid milk o magnesia, I haven’t been able to pee all day but that’s because all the liquids are going straight to my intestines.. yuxxor..

Good night everyone…
Out in the Open - Amy Grant

They were the sweetest words I’d ever heard
My heart could barely take it in
Like water offered to the lips
Of a tired and thirsty man

Come on out come on out
Come on out come on out
Into the light

Well nothing too eventful today, slept late, was supposed to go to get the bloodwork and urinalysis done but the milk o magnesia took full effect today, ewww.. Went to the office and replace my blue pc case with my old coolermaster case (which I wuv) then came home, called Steven about 6:28, him and his dad were playing Halo, Eric watches the Screen Savers at 7 so they quit playing and he invited me over, so I went over there and we whooped his butt at CTF HAHAHH muahhaha! left about 10 after 10, latest I’ve been over other than when I was staying the night or such.. Came home and was going to talk with Gina but she had to get offline Actually after hanging out over there and talking with Gina and Denise earlier I am not as depressed as I was today I am watching Seinfield and getting ready to watch Friends since I recorded them earlier, then M*A*S*H comes on here at 11, I gotta shower tonight, as much as I don’t feel like it but I’d rather take it tonight than in the morning.

I’ve got to go back to the allergist tomorrow and be retested for my allergies since the incident a few weeks ago, then I plan to go and get the bloodwork and urinalysis done.. gah

I’m gone..

You are Ifrit! You’re a mainstay in everyone’s
party, even if you do have a breath problem.
Ever steadfast, you reduce all but the toughest
(or flame-retardant) foes to a pile of ash in
moments.

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