Fated Strife

Well mother suggested I go to the ER last night cause I was doubled over in pain due to my side. Everytime it would start hurting really bad I would vomit.. lovely.. so I went to the ER and signed in about 1900, waited, waited, waited, then about 20/2100 I got to go back and wait, saw this one doctor, he was really nice, got his pocket knife out and was getting ready to fix it. He asked me where it was hurting and I pointed and he explained I pointed to the exact spot where they usally cut you open to take your appendix out.. fun fun.. they put in an IV, took blood, wheeled me back to the CT room, gave me an enema from hades, did the CT, wheeled me to the bathroom and let me go get rid of it while they fixed my bed, I wobbled back to the room, doctor came back in and said it wasn’t my appendix but they didn’t know what it was, thought it might be one of my ulcers acting up.. speaking of which Dr. Sullivan hasn’t mentioned them since my first endo so I dont know the status of them. They gave me some heavy painkiller (something that starts with a “D” and it supposed to be 10x more powerful than morphine) and some phoenogrin and some other stuff.. had to have mother drive me to the car, went home, passed out about 2 or 3, and got up at 7 this morning, went back to sleep, woke up again about 4 or so and am still hurting.. talking to Gina now so I gots to go..

B6 d++ t+ k+ s u- f i+ o+ x- e+ l c–

..more like a hot blade cutting through it..
Well I didn’t get to sleep til about 6am yesterday and I thought I could get a few winks and get up at 8:30 and shower and go to the doctor.. boy was I wrong, the alarm woke me up at 5 minutes before I was supposed to be at the doctor. So I missed that appointment and wish I hadn’t, my side is KILLING me, well my stomach is included in that too.. I got a reschedule for next Tuesday and as far as I consider, I WILL make it.

I took 3 of my xanaxs yesterday night and they put me out of it about midnight, I woke up about 5 this morning and tried to go back to sleep, I eventually did and then woke up at 4 or 5 this evening, I wish I could sleep like a normal person.. uggh

I called Steven about 6 but no one answered, guess they aren’t there or something.. Gina was on earlier but I guess I was still sleeping when she messaged me.

It seems noones home right now, can’t get ahold of anyone.. fun fun.

I guess I am going to go and watch M*A*S*H and see what I might eat for dinner..

Well I spent most of the night last night filling out a new application to ETSU and transcript request forms for my old college and for my high school.. fun fun.. hopefully I’ll get admitted to the PreMed program and it’ll all work out.
Slept all day, got up about 4 or so, Gina left me a message but I never got to talk to her, Steven actually called for once, about 7:30, invited me over to play some Halo so I went over and we finished about 10pm or so, then I left, now I am home.. I am tired, I gots a dr appointment at 9:20 tomorrow morning, fun fun..
ehh I’m tired.. time for bed..

26 Beautiful One-liners about God:

1. Give God what’s right — not what’s left.
2. Man’s way leads to a hopeless end — God’s way leads to an endless hope.
3. A lot of kneeling will keep you in good standing.
4. He who kneels before God can stand before anyone.
5. In the sentence of life, the devil may be a comma–but never let him be the period.
6. Don’t put a question mark where God puts a period.
7. Are you wrinkled with burden? Come to the church for a face-lift.
8. When praying, don’t give God instructions - just report for duty.
9. Don’t wait for six strong men to take you to church.
10. We don’t change God’s message — His message changes us.
11. The church is prayer-conditioned.
12. When God ordains, He sustains.
13. WARNING: Exposure to the Son may prevent burning.
14. Plan ahead — It wasn’t raining when Noah built the ark.
15. Most people want to serve God, but only in an advisory position.
16. Suffering from truth decay? Brush up on your Bible.
17. Exercise daily — walk with the Lord.
18. Never give the devil a ride — he will always want to drive.
19. Nothing else ruins the truth like stretching it.
20. Compassion is difficult to give away because it keeps coming back.
21. He who angers you controls you.
22. Worry is the darkroom in which negatives can develop.
23. Give Satan an inch & he’ll be a ruler.
24. Be ye fishers of men — you catch them & He’ll clean them.
25. God doesn’t call the qualified, He qualifies the called…
26. Read the Bible — It will scare the hell out of you.