Fated Strife

You scored as White Mage. Your a white mage. You believe in saving, not slaying. You play god on the field, you help others, and your the most useful job in Final Fantasy 11. You can be a jerk and people will always need you. People exploit your teleporting abilities since walking kills them. White Mage 41% Black Mage 25% Red Mage 25% Paladin 22% Summoner / Beastmaster 19% Bard 16% Thief 16% Ranger 16% Samurai 13% Ninja 13% Dragoon 9% Dark Knight 9% Warrior 0%

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Well I had the capsule thing put in Monday evening. I showed up got papers filled out, waited some then got taken back and hooked up to some IVs and junk. Suprised I was told that Dr. Sullivan would be performing the procedure. So after waiting and waiting I got taken to the GI Lab and got hooked up to more stuff, apparently Dr. Sullivan had stepped out the back door so we waited some more then said he was on his way up but they wern’t expecting him to show up anytime soon so they disappear and he comes through the other door, we talk for a few minutes, get tossed on my left side, injected with all that.

Woke up around two or so and we left then I ate, I mean ATE lol but it’s very uncomfortable to eat as this thing is physically attached to my esophagus so swallowing or such tugs on it. I get to keep this little monitor within 3 feet of me at all times, if I have chest pain, reflux or heart burn I have to hit a certain button. On top of that I have a paper log I have to keep but thankfully I don’t have to log anymore after 14:16 tomorrow afternoon. The capsule should detatch itself in a few days and go through my body like food or the like.

Came home, passed out, woke up around 02am was up for a few groggy minutes to turn off my monitors then back to sleep. Woke up today a few times then got up around 13 or 1400. I felt like crap most of the evening and finally started to feel a tad better, by that I mean less groggy and out of it. I’m still sore and stuff, got to take my meds today, anxiety is hitting me horribly causing those weird electrical feelings and stuff.

FFXI had a big update Monday but people are still downloading the update files but unfortunately not working for me yet. I did get to see one of the new Chains of Promathia missions and the boss for the BC.

I waited around online for most of the evening and talked to a few people from the game but Gina never got on it seems.

Guess it’s time to try to pass out (not that I need to try I think heheh) so I’m off..

Yar, today is the day for my Bravo pH Monitoring thingee. Not very technical using “thingee”, “dohicky” and the like is it? That link also has a neat little quicktime video too, check it out.

I’ve been reading “Interview with the Vampire” by Anne Rice, good book, good movie, all that neat stuff. Uhh hmm, nothing much going on in the FFXI realm, they’re doing a version update today so that’s going to be at least 16 hours downtime, fun!

Not been able to catch Gina on aohell, that sucks. bah. Wasn’t able to sleep any last night which really sucks, I reckon I might get some decent sleep sometime today, 13:00 today and I should be having an endoscope crammed down my throat, woot.

I found the following picture quite sometime back and decided I had to post it, hell if I had some of those lollipops that kid has I too would have that look of pure euphoria and joy on my face. So that you know those are Actiq (Fentanyl) lollipops, it’s basically a sedative pain killer, same stuff they use to knock my ass out for these endos and such. Anyway on to the picture.

Today was bland as they get. I didn’t get to sleep until about 4 or 5 this morning for some reason, I slept a bit of the day away. My mom came up here around 14:00 and woke me up, they had already been to walmart and stuff so I missed out on that.

Played FFXI just a tad today, nothing much going on there anyways. No Gina either today I was online for a good while this evenin but never saw her on.

I am gonna try to make it to the bookstore tomorrow and see what’s new, I need something to read anyway.

Randall came over this evening and was cleaning the gutters out where they had got clogged and I got up there with him which is unnatural as I don’t care too much for heights, after being up there for awhile it wasn’t too bad, the view from the roof over top of my room (flat and such) gives a great view I wish I had brought my camera up there with me. He also fixed up part of it where the tar and stuff had cooled and heated and shrunk and pulled part of the barrier to rain away so it was letting water in the walls sometime. That’s pretty much it, my gut is hurting really bad right now, I wish it’d stop though. ugh
I guess I am off to sleep, I am tired (amazing I know) so hopefully I’ll get some good sleep tonight for once.

It all began with a stone, or so the legend says.

In ages past, a sentient jewel, enormous and beautiful, banished the darkness. Its many-colored light filled with world with life and brought forth mighty gods.

Bathed in that life, the world entered an age of bliss until, after a time the gods fell into slumber. That world was called Vana’diel. However, this age will not last. The great bane will devour the fair land of Vana’diel. The ancient seal will be broken, awakening nightmares of ages past. The blood of innocents will soak the earth, and the world will fall into fear and despair.

But as one song rises clear above the roar of beasts…

We hold to one hope in these darkest of times.

That star is you, and the song is yours.

And someday, that hope will become our dreams…our prayers…

Shine forth, star of hope! Let your song ring out across all of Vana’diel! And what was split asunder will once more become whole. Complete and Inseparable for all eternity.

Well my mom and them got home yesterday evening I beleive, they came by for a few minutes then went home. I went with them to walmart and lowes and office depot today… sleepies can’t type right now must sleep will update laters.

Update:

Ok here’s my 2 day late update hehe.
Nothing much going on lately, Gina’s laptop is screwed up so she’s on her dads when she can be. Hopefully we’ll get to talk tomorrow.

Past few days my colon has been screwed up with pains and stuff, hopefully it’s just something I ate or such and will go away.

Kiki ferret is sick, his left leg is real bad looking, swollen, peeling skin, infected, I need to get him to a vet soon so they can look at it, I hate that he’s sick really hurts.

Playing the ffxi some, dhalsim has been busy with quests and dynamis stuff. Derkhan and Lestat are on vacation so I’ve been helping others in the LS out some, we’re doing a subligar hunt right this moment, just a few deaths Quite a few people have been working on CoP missions on there so we’re to the same point I am in those. I need to help get Lestat and Ozymandious through the promys sometime so we all can mostly have access to the CoP missions and maybe get the LS doing some of them togeather.
Derkhan got her SMN job the other day (actually same day I took that screenshot above I think) she’s really jazzed up about it ^^

I replaced my old router the other day with the Linksys WRT54G. Took a bit of work to get it setup my way and change some of my static ip addresses around but got around that, then had to figure out why the wireless wasn’t working on my laptop but it turned out to be a driver problem on the laptop ugh.

I beleive the swelling in my wrist is going down some finally, it still hurts alot and cant move certain ways without pain but oh well.
My anxiety and mood has been doing the swing for about a week now, all of a sudden my mood will jump from one extreme to the other which is really annoying. Plus the stress of this bravo thing monday is getting to me too.

Hmm thats about all I can think of at this moment, I did update the picture on my about page and added a random picture thing from flickr on the sidebar. Guess its bedtime for me (shouldve been a few hours ago :???:)