Fated Strife

Here I Go Again - Casting Crowns

Father Hear My Prayer
I Need The Perfect Words
Words That He Will Hear
And Know They’re Straight From You
I Don’t Know What To Say
I Only Know It Hurts
To See My Only Friend
Slowly Fade Away

So Maybe This Time
I’ll Speak The Words Of Life
With Your Fire In My Eyes
But That Old Familiar Fear
Is Tearing At My Words
What Am I So Afraid Of

‘Cause Here I Go Again
Talkin’ Bout The Rain
And Mulling Over Things
That Won’t Live Past Today
And As I Dance Around The Truth
Time Is Not His Friend
This Might Be My Last Chance
To Tell Him That You Love Him
But Here I Go Again
Here I Go Again

Lord You Love Him So
You Gave Your Only Son
If He Just Believed
He Will Never Die
But How Then Will He Know
What He Has Never Heard
Or Never Seen Mirrored In My Life

So Maybe This Time
I’ll Speak the Word Of Like
With Your Fire In My Eyes
But That Old Familiar Fear
Is Tearing At My Words
What Am I So Afraid Of

‘Cause Here I Go Again
Talkin’ Bout The Rain
And Mulling Over Things
That Won’t Live Past Today
And As I Dance Around The Truth
Time Is Not His Friend
This Might Be My Last Chance
To Tell Him That You Love Him
But Here I Go Again
Here I Go
Here I Go

So Maybe This Time
I’ll Speak The Words Of Life
With Your Fire In My Eyes
But That Old familiar Fear
Is Tearing At My Words
What Am I So Afraid Of

‘Cause Here I Go Again
Talkin’ Bout The Rain
And Mulling Over Things
That Won’t Live Past Today
And As I Dance Around The Truth
Time Is Not His Friend
This Might Be My Last Chance
To Tell Him That You Love Him
This Might Be My Last Chance
To Tell Him That You Love Him
This Might Be My Last Chance
To Tell Him That You Love Him

You Love Him
You Love Him
What Am I So Afraid
What Am I So Afraid
What Am I So Afraid Of

How Then Will He Know
What He Has Never Heard

heh I picked up season one of Inuyasha today, been watching it most of the night with Chris and Alice, she wouldn’t quit whining and bitching and bugging Chris causing them two to argue and crap so took them home. Can’t have any peace ever.

Nothing much going on in the FFXI world either which sucks. Talked to Derkhan for a little bit on there, seems everyone else was too busy or such. I wish I was sexy like Inuyasha, those cute ears and silver hair.. skinny. bah

Haven’t seen Gina on the past two days, I messaged her the other day but she was afk all day poop

Check this out too, it’s nifty and I hope to have it soon.

Hospital bill got paid off yesterday I think so that’s one thing that’s not sitting on our backs anymore.

Poor Inuyasha is getting beat to death lol

That’s it, time for bed

It’s a little bit funny this feeling inside
I’m not one of those who can easily hide
I don’t have much money but boy if I did
I’d buy a big house where we both could live

If I was a sculptor, but then again, no
Or a man who makes potions in a travelling show
I know it’s not much but it’s the best I can do
My gift is my song and this one’s for you

And you can tell everybody this is your song
It may be quite simple but now that it’s done
I hope you don’t mind
I hope you don’t mind that I put down in words
How wonderful life is while you’re in the world

I sat on the roof and kicked off the moss
Well a few of the verses well they’ve got me quite cross
But the sun’s been quite kind while I wrote this song
It’s for people like you that keep it turned on

So excuse me forgetting but these things I do
You see I’ve forgotten if they’re green or they’re blue
Anyway the thing is what I really mean
Yours are the sweetest eyes I’ve ever seen

well nothing too much lately, me making a post is like pulling teeth since there’s not alot to talk about.
I saw the Exorcism of Emily Rose the other night, pretty good movie had it’s scary parts and such but alot of it revolved around the courtroom and all.

Not really been on the computer much, set up a new aquarium for muh fish (pics of that can be seen in the fun and excitement area of my gallery) and been getting those situated. My laptop is about done in, the hard drive has so many bad sectors and crashes quite a bit really just irritating.

Been getting sick alot, blood and such, bah hopefully it’ll get better and all.

Alice dyed my hair today, well actually bleached it, had no idea what she was going to do to it but my entire head is this orange blonde which is freaky because it just doesn’t seem like me. No big deal if I don’t like it I’ll just cut my hair down again and it’ll grow back natural. I put a picture of it up here, ignore the naked female picture on my wall she’s got bubbles covering up her naughty parts. My hair is all over the place too, it was spiked some which had a neat effect since the hair was whatever color it is and the very ends were a brown black dark color, looked weird.

Missed Gina tonight she emailed me saying she was going to go to sleep and wasn’t feeling very well :(, hope she feels better soon.

Replaced my car battery today, been having trouble with the car starting, shouldn’t be my starter as it was replaced not too long ago and not much else it could be and the battery was pretty old, no troubles out of it yet.

tis all

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