I figured that i ought to update this some, haven’t really been blooging like i used to.
Not really alot going on lately, aunt Mary was in car accident, she’s ok the hospital sure gave her alot of meds though. Grandma had to go to doctor other day, her BP was something like 80/60 or so and grandpas was 180/something. On top of that mother has to have surgery Friday so gotta drive her and such.
Leveled up a few times in FFXI, took long enough im finally level 66, almost to 75.
Nothing much else has been going on, just still not feeling any better, always really anxious and on top of that depressed, not this aww i dont feel happy crap either its that abyssimal black empty pit stuff, sometimes i am actually happy or in a good mood, other times i feel like i have no emotion or feeling, somewhere in between, and then of course the black pit stuff where any and everything could seem to go wrong, or feel like it has and just slowly making me so tired.
Speaking of tired i am, suprisingly I am up this late which is very rare, took my lunesta earlier and its been kicked in but kept myself awake for a few to try to fix server problems but to no avail. i gotta set clock for early so i can wake up somewhat decent hour.
I need to email Gina, aol has been screwy, then yahoo wont install then aol seems to work then breaks but now i gots it working halfway i think, just gotta get up energy to get on computer to use it.
I guess thats it for now..
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