Fated Strife

These are the lyrics from track 4 “How to Say Goodbye” from the album “Stand”. Couldn’t find them anywhere yet so figured I’d post em.

Tell me when the time we had slipped away, tomorrow turned to yesterday, and I don’t know how.
Tell me what can stop this river of tears, it’s been building up for years, for this moment now.
Here I stand, arms open wide, I’ve held you close kept you safe til you could fly.
Tell me where the road ahead is gonna bend and how to harness up the wind and how to say goodbye.

Tell me why, why does following your dreams, take you far away from me, and I knew that it would.
Tell me how to fill the space you left behind, and how to laugh instead of cry and how to say goodbye.
Here I stand arms open wide, I’ve held you close kept you safe til you could fly.
Tell me where the road ahead is gonna bend and how to harness up the wind and how to say goodbye.

Well recently I’ve noticed some severe pain in my lower left back and side, it tends to come and go but when it hits.. it hurts. I’m not sure exactly what it could be without more symptoms other than my nausea/vomiting when that pain happens. Unfortunately I tend to have daily nausea and at times more frequent vomiting due to the lack of motility in my digestive system. The number one spot on my suspected problem is kidney stone, now it may not be one but sure feels like it from having heard others experiences. So in light of that I am going to have to plan a Dr’s visit soon, other things on the list include the lower back pain I’ve had for a few years now, along with muscle pain or such, just going to have to see what the Dr says.

Played some FFXI, Angel didn’t get to stay on much yesterday or today due to homework and such so hopefully this weekend will be better and can get to do some stuff. I’ve racked up some points and such on xbox 360 games lately as can be found here. Kameo is a great game, I loved it when I rented it and finally got around to buying it. Also picked up Chris Tomlin’s See the Morning cd which is pretty good.

I also was able to pick up the Transformers Classics Megatron today too which was a nice surprise to see they had it in stock. It’s has a close resemblance to the one from the cartoons like I had wanted to see in at least one toy of him.

Oh well, I need to try to get back to sleep, pain woke me up so figured I’d get in a quick blog entry while I had a minute.

Well today was pretty decent.
Went and picked up The Omen and Megaman X7 and came home. Played some Geometry Wars Evolved and unlocked an achievement which was pretty cool.

I got around to opening the megaman game only to find it was the wrong game, it was Megaman Command Mission which is nothing like what I wanted, played it for about 5 minutes and put it back in its case.

Anyway Angel called today so we got to talk for a bit before phone got disconnected, we watched most of An American Haunting, talked some on game since got disconnected near end of that movie then we watched The Omen but didn’t get to finish that one. So had a great time.

Other than that nothing much has been going on, just day to day drivel. I’ve updated and patched some various software used on the various sites I run, upgraded Wordpress to 2.0.5 few days ago and have been working on an redesign of my blog which might help with loading time and easier navigation with a clean look.